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I was able to spend the past 4 days with James and his brother, sister, and their spouses. I met up with my brother and some of James's old Army buddies as well. It was a wonderful weekend away. I did miss the boys though and the more I was away from them, in my own little world, prayer walking the streets of Las Vegas... The more I thought about Little Darren and how much I love him too. Of course, I started to cry throughout the trip thinking about and praying for his forever family. Today I cried coming home from the grocery store. Why? who knows! God has changed me in ways that I will never be able to explain. I enjoy being home and taking care of my family.
All of my screen savers have Darren's picture with the Boys's pictures. Every meal I eat, I cannot help but to think of those who don't have food to eat, beds to sleep in, or people to love them.

Lord, I've prayed and worshipped, stating: I'd follow you, to give me your eyes, Father to break my heart, and Father, you alone have shown me true love as I've offered up prayer for a child that my husband isn't ready to adopt. You've led me here Lord, I know that you will carry me out with your will fulfilled. -Amen