The last few months have been weird for me, all of which I know is God's plan, however I'm not usually a crier, yet all I do is cry. Seriously, I cry all the time. I cried at my son's choir performance last night. I cry at a song, a bible verse, when I pray, a sermon, a friends joy/sorrow, a movie, and even when I am just sitting, alone to my thoughts. OK, I cried watching HGTV last night- Yeah, I'd say there is something wrong.
As I thought about what must be wrong, My heart answered, there is. No Dr. to diagnose me, no friends giving me their "Dr. Phil" philosophy, but a God that gave me a Savior on the Cross. I cry because I am overwhelmed with everything God has given us and everything he hasn't. I'm blessed to tears. I cry because my God is in everything and my heart is His. I cry because I am loved when so many don't know they are too. I cry because I can and I have, yet so many others don't. I cry because I'm a forgiven child of God.
I've been holding back tears in front of others for so long, that I've gotten good at crying to myself, talking to God... I need to allow others to share my tears and I need to SHARE GOD with them.
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